sadness

Sad day.

I don't really know where to begin...or even where to end for that matter.

So I'll just say this, you know how sometimes you get a picture in your head about how you think things will be, and then out of nowhere it all changes? Like, all of a sudden everything compounds into a confusing mess until the picture in your head gets all blurry and out of focus. And the whole time you're hoping that you'll be able to bring it back into clear view, but you're not sure how to, or if you even can now?

But you really want to. More than anything.

That's my day.